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DREAMS/CHEATING
I use to always have dreams of my ex cheating on me. The dreams got so bad and vivid. I would see everything that they would do: pussies, oral, and the deed itself. I suppressed all my feelings.
All my exs have cheated on me, but my very first boyfriend. So now I have been conditioned to think that every guy will cheat on me.
With my boyfriend now, he hasn’t cheated yet but Im so afraid that he will. When I see his phone, my heart pounds with anger. When he talks about going out with his guy friends, I think its an escape from me to have the chance to cheat on me. I have dreams of him cheating too.. I know hes not but I cant help but feel this way.
This is all I know: BOYS/MEN/GIRLS/WOMEN CHEAT. Why?? I do not want to go on living life thinking that I will always be cheated on.
